A HOPE

Morning alarm at 5:30, getting the books at the ready. Revising at last for a safety. There is a whole bunch of questions waiting  at school. No big expectations but just hoping for a new beginning.

Final  words of encouragements only out of love, only from the heart, not from teachers or friends, but from the people who pray for me. A last moment goodbye to them till their face disappears,hoping that they'll be with me forever  at all times. Walking in the street, watching different kinds of people, makes me forget about everything and relax, but still hoping for this day to be perfect. A little mix of fear and excitement but also a hope. Into the school seeing my friends tensed makes us worry, but still hoping for a good performance. Papers given, time begins, taking me to another world of thinking. Hands shaking, but still hoping. Time ends  bringing back the real world of winning. A deep breathe, still hoping for a new beginning which is waiting. Mind, thinking only about the last goodbye, wanting to go soon. Getting the bags at the ready and leaving, without saying anything, even to friends, hoping to see them at home. Walking down the street so fast, heart beating, full of joy. Not hoping for a perfect day but looking at a day which is already perfect. What else does one want other than a hope which makes any day worth living.